Exercise
has been a cornerstone of my physical, mental, and spiritual
health for many years now. Having suffered from chronic
depression since childhood, it was a miracle to me when
in my early 20s I was able to discipline myself to
run. Since that point, I learned a number of important lessons
that have stayed with me on this 20-year life journey.
I
learned that progress in anything comes from having a vision
and then taking the first step. Within 18 months of taking
my first running steps I was running a 26.2-mile marathon.
The confidence I gained from this was amazing; it was a
healing point in my life, the realization that I had the
ability to do something that had appeared so very difficult
and out of my league.
Strenuous
exercise releases endorphins into the bloodstream and creates
a sense of well-being. I now had a healing bridge to a natural
antidepressant. Since then, I have always had at my fingertips
{or should I say at my toe tips} a mood-improving tool.
This to someone who had hitherto felt at the mercy of difficult
moods and depression was incredibly empowering.
The
body is a miracle, just by increasing distance and intensity,
a tiny bit each time; it strengthens muscles, fortifies
heart and lung capacity, and increases blood supply. A couch
potato's body can be transformed into a trained athletes
body incredibly quickly.
It
is life affirming and healing to develop strength. I have
found the same techniques I used to build physical strength
can be used to develop mental and emotional muscle. When
my body stretches and pumps to get up a difficult hill my
mind is learning that effort equals strength.
Endurance
exercise has helped me learn the psychospiritual lesson
of hanging out with pain and discomfort until the miracle
happens. It is almost always the first 30 minutes of hard
exercise that are the most difficult. I have found that
having gone through this threshold, a whole arena of experience
and altered states become available. This is the runners
high, getting your second wind, experiencing the feeling
that your body mind and spirit are one; there is no more
resistance.
My
relationship with endurance sports has carried me through
many ups and downs. It has been a healing source of hope,
of inspiration, of transformation, but mainly it has been
an anchor. Something I can take with me anywhere, a constant
positive source of personal identity. An athlete is a part
of who I am and I know it will always be with me.
Through
the past 20 years I have run a number of marathons and triathlons.
This year for the first time I am attempting a long-distance
swim, an open ocean 6.2-mile (10 kilometre) swim in Atlantic
City, New Jersey. It is my honor to dedicate this effort
to The Healing Bridge Project.
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